I married my best friend on October 20, 2012 after three years of long ditsance. He is currently serving in the US Air Force and I could not be more proud of him. I am so excited for our future. I'm excited that I get to spend this life with the greatest man on the planet. I am so blessed to have him as a husband and a best friend.
I'll post pictures about us, ideas for our future homes and future kids, ideas for weddings, pretty much anything that triggers me to think about him and what I imagine our future to look like.
It’s little things like this that make me happy…
All of This ft. Robert Smith | Blink-182
"With all of this I know now, everything inside of my head.
It all just goes to show how, nothing I know changes me at all.”
my mom taught me the therapeutic power of cleaning. open all the windows. throw out the old. wipe down the entire house. burn some incense. roast some coffee. then rest. that way the tears from last night don’t feel as heavy.
I haven’t felt mentally healthy since I got home from my vacation and idk what happened tonight but I hit my breaking point. I’m shaking. I can’t stop crying. I think I’m going to puke. I’m feeling so weak right now my heart is racing my whole body hurts I can’t do this anymore I need him to come home I really can’t do this anymore. I’m so tired of being away from you. I’m tired of being alone. This is too much for me. Forget my heart breaking. I don’t think it can break into any more pieces. My mind is breaking. My soul is breaking. My entire being is broken. I can’t do this. I don’t want to exist anymore